I'll be the first to admit, you're the opposite of a good influence on me.
But that'll all be okay if I can just start acting my age for a change.
I'll be the first to admit that you're selfish; always wrapped up in what's best for you. Never once gave a thought to what might be better for all the people you claimed that you cared about too, and I'll be the first to admit that I'm jealous of your carefree attitude towards everything I've ever gotten hung up about.

So I'm sorry if it's hard for me to focus on your needs when my jacket smells like beer, puke and weed. And I've never been good at fitting into anything so that's what I'm trying hard to do with this scene, so I guess I'll start wearing all black everyday and representing all your favorite bands in every single way.

I'll be the first to admit that it's fucked up how you always promote self-hate. Never thought about potential negative consequences until it's too late, and I'm sitting in my room alone trying to find meaning in any of this shit, but try as I might, I just keep drawing up blank.

I can be the worst thing that has ever happened to you, if you let me.
And I can be responsible, but don't let me.

So I'm sorry if it's hard for me to focus on your needs when my jacket smells like beer, puke and weed. And I've never been good at fitting into anything so that's what I'm trying hard to do with this scene, so I guess I'll start wearing all black everyday and representing all your favorite bands in every single way.